After reading a lot of online things about OCD I watched a few programmes on TV and realised that they gave me more in depth knowledge on the subject because I could see who was talking to me, I could see how the OCD sufferers acted and really felt through their facial expressions so I looked on youtube for more information about the illness.
I came across an extremely popular video of a poem recited by Neil Hilborn.
-Nel is a poet with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
-He has taken the internet by storm with a heartbreaking performance about falling in love.
-His bravery is inspiring others to share their own stories about overcoming limitations.
-In the Poem 'OCD', through repetition and theatrics, Hilborn paints a painful but beautiful image of being in a relationship while dealing with OCD.
-Hilborn and two other poets are embarking on "The Good News Poetry Tour", where they will take their poems on the road.
-"The Good News Poetry Tour is the daily paper delivered to the doorstep of every person who has ever thought about sticking a fork in an electrical socket just to know what glowing is like."
-One reviewer of the show wrote "Dylan Garity, Hieu Nguyen, and Neil Hilborn wake up early to lace their bootsand hit the pavement, bringing you the Good News every morning: the human heart is the size of a crow, but its wingspan stetches like telephone lines."
The poem is about Neil and his love then loss of love and how it effected his OCD. He fell in love with a girl who loved his OCD, she didn't see it as a problem, if anything it seemed that she enjoyed it and found it to be an adorable trait that Neil had until they spent more time together, eventually she did mind it and it was holding her back and taking too much time out of her day just waiting for him to finish what his OCD made him do so they broke up. His strong love for her made him be able to touch her without washing his hands and to get her back he left the door unlocked and left the lights on, it shows that his love was stronger than the OCD. The video captures Neil's emotion through his facial expressions, the intensity of his performance, the redder his face gets throughout and the speed in which he recites some parts of the poem.
I was interested to hear the repetition which is once again present. His ticks give the poem recital more of a real, genuine and innocent feeling to it. I want to experiment with poetry and repetition, I don't quite yet know what context I will use or how I will go about doing it but It's something I definitely will think about.